False Bond

I'm tired of it. I'm tired of them. and their selfishness and their childishness.
Looking down on others as if they are above everybody else! They've got too much arrogance and pride in their system. They are so insecure of others! When will they grow up and be mature enough to realize that not all their friends will forever live up to their expectations!? Did they befriend those people because they posses the qualities they want and not for what that person wants to have? Its so frustrating to see, hear and feel that you no longer have any value for them because you are lacking a trait that they need for a qualified friend. Its so frustrating to know that they want your existence to disappear from their 'perfect' world because you are no longer worthy to be called a friend. Why can't they just tell it to you, face-to-face, that you are no longer their friend so that you can stop holding on to false hopes and false bond called friendship!

Chocolate Scandal

"One day, Mr. Cadbury met Hersheys.
He Hugs & Kisses her and
put his Butterfinger on her Milky Way.
They were on Cloud 9.
His Bazooka fired with a BigBang!

Result?



Babyruth!"



credit goes to kiko who sent me the text message.
I sooo love it! hahaha! basta chocolates eh >__<

Don't

"Learn to let go. That is the key to happiness"

Easier said than done..

Especially now that I'm beginning to feel so attached.

Please don't go..

Cake Charms

Last May 31, 2008, I got a number of charms written on small pieces of paper from my birthday cake..
I'm not sure what those are called exactly..but since the words written are good luck charms, then I consider them Charms! haha!
I don't really know how many there are in total but I got to save 13 pieces.
There's nothing special about it actually..just the typical Good Lucks.
But what made me blog about it is the very first charm I read... hahhaha! LOOOL!!!
Anyway here is the list in random order (except for the first one):


You'll find your match in the most unexpected place.
Healing is a matter of time, but it is also a matter of opportunity.
Your hope and dreams will come true.
Be patient, you'll know when it's time for you to wake up and move ahead.
A life of stability for you.
There is nothing to do but be.
Learn to let go. That is the key to happiness.
Good Luck in the future.
Never idealize others, they will never live up to your expectations.
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
Good Luck will find you.
You will be the next maid of honor.
A life of contentment and happiness for you.


I want to eat a cake as chocolate-y as my debut cake again! >~_~<

My Girl by Sahara Mizu

I read an On-going manga entitled, My Girl (not the korean one -___- ) and somehow I'm fascinated by its story. Maybe because it's what we call, realistic (there are tons of manga out there which are purely fantasy) and somehow it touches my heart (there's a cute kid! kyaaa~).

5 years ago, Kazuma met a girl named Youko who is 4 years his senior. The cause of their encounter, a Ladybug eraser (isn't it cute!? >___< hahahha!). They dated and in the end, separated. Now, at the age of 23, Kazuma found out that his beloved has passed away. Then he meets a little girl named Koharu. Soon, he realizes that the girl is his daughter raised by Youko secretly! (hahhahah! ahuhuhu!!)

In Chapter 2, the reasons why Youko went away and raised her and Kazuma's child on her own was revealed.
Its quite touching actually. Youko was selfish and at the same time, very selfless. Confusing but I understand her and her reasons. The truth is, if ever I (accidentally) find myself walking the same path she did, I MIGHT do and make the same decisions she did. I guess its 'motherly instincts' hahaha!


I want a kid like Koharu! kyaaah~